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I'm so tired and want out of this life.

Discussion in 'Health & Fitness' started by car_driver, Aug 14, 2016.

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  1. car_driver

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    I'm tired of living with a brain defect that I've had since birth that prevents me from feeling any emotions.
    I'm tired of dealing with dumb people on a daily basis.
    I'm tired of trying to keep a job when I continually get pissed and **** on by every company I've worked for.
    I'm tired of trying my best to be a decent member on this forum only to get infractions for pathetic things.
    Most of all I'm tired of life and I hate every second of it.

    So I've ordered a G size cylinder of food grade 99.99% nitrogen, 2 large oven bags, cable ties, a length of tubing to make a cannula with, micropore tape and all the fittings needed to hook it up to the N2 regulator that I use for racing tyres.

    Plan to load the cylinder into the boot, run the hose into the cabin, hop into the car and drive to a nice secluded spot, put the cannula and bag over my head and pull the cable ties fairly tight so some gas can escape, turn the remote gas valve on and peacefully die.

    I'm just sooooooo ####ing tired of living.

    Best wishes to you all,

    Big_Al
     
  2. immortality

    immortality No more smoky bacon :( Staff Member

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    I think maybe you meant to put this in the jokes section?

    If not man up!
     
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    selfish bastard.
    ruining a nice secluded spot for others.
     
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    Hahaha best thing I've read in ages.
     
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    Dont forget to put in a big plastic sheet for when all your bowels open up, other people with have to clean it up otherwise.
     
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    I dunno, hearing about your piss poor driving skills that wrote your car off made me laugh. A patch of diesel my ass.
     
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    I feel shocked at reading this.
    If this is serious please contact Beyond Blue I think it's called, for help.
    If not true you would be one of the most disgusting people alive.
     
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    No, I don't want anyone else having my car afterwards. Hopefully my bodily fluids will leak out everywhere and make it a complete write off.
    Told the parents that I will send an email to them with a 14 day delay with the location.
     
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    I'm tired of living with a brain defect that I've had since birth that prevents me from feeling any emotions.

    If you cant feel emotions why are you bitching about how you feel?
     
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    I contacted them before and they cut you off after 30 minutes. Totally useless help line. I have tried lifeline too but that was useless as well.
    I was going to gas myself at home in Jan but my Fiance found out and called mental health services. They sent 5 units of police.
    I beat the **** out of each and everyone of them once they busted down my toilet door, took them an hour to smash it down.
    Remembering GTA V, I decided to give up because I knew those pig sons of bitches would keep coming and my Katana was at the Dojo.
    If I had my Japanese steel, holy ****, there would be pieces of cops all over my house. I hate them with a passion, particularly because my c nt brother is a cop.
    I haven't spoken to that prick in 10 years.
     
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    Hope kids dont find you and poke you with sticks when you bloated.
     
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    Because there are 2 parts of the brain that are involved in emotion, one is logical and the other is chemical. I get no chemical rewards.
    Never ever been happy, when people describe how they feel inside, it's like they are speaking another language that I do not understand.
     
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    immortality No more smoky bacon :( Staff Member

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    Most people who are serious about topping themselves don't talk about but just do it, those that do talk about it are just trying to draw attention to themselves.........
     
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    That's what door locks are for.
     
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    immortality No more smoky bacon :( Staff Member

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    This whole thread is just about self gratification....

    :undead:


    :lock:
     
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    True, but I have ordered the cylinder and pick it up tomorrow. People who just talk about it don't do that sorta thing.
    Ask my sister, she was the one that had to enter my kart trailer in Jan to remove the Exit bag that I had been working on and believe me, I put a lot of work into it to make sure it was fail safe. Third time I've been mandatorily detained in a nut house. Never again.
     
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    Why would you laugh when you don't feel emotions?
    Did mummy not love you enough as a child? Or did uncle frank love you too much?
     
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    Sadly no, I have no one else I can talk to about it. My fiancé turned me in last time, My sister the time before. They can't be trusted and none of you know where I live so I can discuss my exit bag plan without any chance of you guys dobbing me in to mental health services. Yer, I'm using a VPN too.
     
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    I laughed because I thought to myself, sucked in, could not have happened to a bigger ####wit than you. Too bad insurance was dumb enough to pay out.
     
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    Mods need to get this off to police ASAP. ISP follow up.

    I do consider this very serious.
     
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