It's been a bit of an experience for me too. I think the hardest part to accept is that this all happened half a lifetime ago and I didn't know. My last memory is of a young girl of 23 or 24, pretty much the same as she was when we were going out four years or so earlier. I was less than two years her senior in age. Now I'm nearly 65 and she would be 63 this January. Far out. Life is going too fast.